well community i am so exited today. ok so heres why for the last 5 days i have been b/p and just feeling crazy because i didnt have a scale around me.... well just when i thought my life was over i went to a friend of mines house to smoke and i asked him can i see your scale???? and when i got it immediatly took of my clothes and weighed in.... and i was happy to discover that i lost 5 pds. it's not much but yeah me. that means im down to 110.. so now my current stats are:
cw 110
hw 170
gw 104
ugw 95-100

well i am just so thrrilled...... so anyone wanna fast with me for a week????

well i am feeling like such a disgusting pig. i have been b/p for the past two days and i am driving myself crazy. i am usually a restrictor but ever since i started the b/p it's been hard to restict again... ughhhhhhhh.... i feel like i gained like 6 pds over the past 2 days. what am i gonna do. and im just flipping out even more because i dont have my scale with me.... i am going mad.....!!!!!!!!!! any suggestions on how i can lose 12 pds in a week in a half. help i am desperate.

well im feeling so self concious right now mainly because i went to my friend house for a dinner party. so you know i had to eat something :(. then we smoked and i had the munchies like hell. so i consumed like 650 cal. so i just been fasting for the past 2 days afraid to eat. any suggestions....

well today im doing good so far. i've managed to not eat today. and you know what im not even hungry. oh by the way im watching the lifetime movie 'hunger points' good movie, who ever else is watching let me know what you think about the movie....

well i am so pissed of. i had a bag of caramel popcorn that had 130 cal in it. i feel so disgusting. i feel like i gained 5 pds. is there anybody out there that can relate???